Starting December 26th, I decided to fast since I was moved to. I have fasted on several occasions lately, the longest being seven days. I have done that three times. This time, I promised Him I would go as long as I can. Today, I decided that if I could physically make it, I would do it for forty days and nights. I have chronic renal failure and my energy level is very low, but I will give Him my best-the least He deserves. I will let you all know how it goes. I will update this post and tell you how I am doing. Prayers will be much appreciated. If He allows me, the next time I will eat is on February 4th, 2014. God bless this wonderful creation, and all praise be to Him and His only begotten Son!

UPDATE: Eighth day of fasting. One month to go…. yikes!!!

1/8: Two weeks down with twenty six days left. So far, so good. God is definitely helping me out.

1/14: Twenty days down, twenty to go. God is definitely with me because this has been much easier than I could have possibly imagined, at least so far. I’ll get more into why I did this fast after I am done. Boy, I could go for a burger.

1/24: Thirty days down, ten to go. No soup, no ice cream or shake, nothing solid for a whole month. Bless the Lord for the help I have received. I’m quite thin as I was only 160lbs at the start, but this is sacrifice.


Many of you know I have spoken of Psalm 22 before, calling it the most important chapter in the entire Bible-not to dismiss the others. See, there was a reason Christ said “My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?” when He was on the cross, and it wasn’t because He had doubt. You really think He doubted God? You really think He thought God forsook Him? No, there was a reason behind that line. I’m going to write this Psalm here, updating the language in the correct translation and if this doesn’t build your faith that Christ is Lord, not much will.

1. My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me? Why are You so far from helping Me and the words from My moaning?

2. O, My God, I cry in the daytime, but You do not hear, and in the night time, and am not silent.

3. But You are Holy, oh You that dwell in the praises of Israel.

4. Our fathers trusted in You: they trusted and You delivered them.

5. They cried to You and were delivered: they trusted in You, and were not disappointed.

6. But I am a worm and no Man; a reproach of men and despised of the people.

7. All that see Me laugh Me to scorn: they divide the lip, they shake the head, saying,

8. He trusted on the Lord, that He would deliver Him: let Him deliver Him seeing He delighted in Him.

9. But You are He that took Me out of the womb: You did make Me hope when I was on My mother’s breasts.

10. I was cast upon You from the womb: You are My God from My mother’s belly.

11. Be not far from Me; for trouble is near; for there is no one to help.

12. Many bulls have surrounded Me: bulls of Bashan have set around Me.

13. They opened upon Me with their mouths, as a ravening and roaring lion.

14. I am poured out like water, and all My bones are out of joint; My heart is like hot wax; it is melted in the midst of My bowels.

15. My strength is dried up like a potsherd; and My tongue cleaves to My jaws, and You have brought Me into the dust of death.

16. For dogs have encompassed Me: the assembly of the wicked have inclosed Me: they pierced My hands and My feet.

17. I can count all My bones: they look up and stare at Me.

18. They divide My clothes among them, and cast lots upon My garments.

19. But be not far from Me, oh Lord: oh My strength, make haste to help Me.

20. Deliver My soul from the sword; My life from the power of the dog.

21. Save Me from the lion’s mouth; for You have heard Me from the horns of unicorns.

22. I will declare Your name to My brothers: in the midst of the congregation I will praise You.

23. You that fear the Lord, praise Him; all You of the seed of Jacob, glorify Him, and fear Him, all you seed of Israel.

24. For He has not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither has He hid His face from him; but when he cried to Him, He heard.

25. My praise shall be of You in the great congregation: I will pay My vows before them that fear Him.

26. The meek shall eat and be satisfied: they shall praise the Lord that follow Him: Your heart shall live forever.

27. All the ends of the world shall remember and turn to the Lord: and all the kindreds of the nations shall worship before You.

28. For the Kingdom is the Lord’s, and He is the Governor among the nations.

29. All they that are rich upon earth shall eat and worship: all those that go down into the dust shall bow before Him, and none can keep alive his own soul.

30. A seed shall serve Him; it shall be accounted to the Lord for a generation.

31. They shall come, and shall declare His righteousness to a people that shall be born that He has done this.

As you see in the first verse, Jesus repeated that line on the cross. That is what He was doing. He was telling us all that He was Lord and this psalm proves it. For anyone that might say that the gospels wrote of His death to link it to this psalm, no denomination teaches this psalm was about Christ’s crucifixion. In verses 7-8, 16, and 18 you can clearly read these things in the gospels. This psalm of David must have been from a prophetical dream, as it is very visual. It seems there were different viewpoints during this vision , but especially from Jesus’ viewpoint. Verse 17 gives evidence of this. This is such a poignant psalm that gives further testimony of how He felt without counting the physical. I urge all who read this to spread it around, not for my sake, but theirs. This will strengthen faith.


Oh, my Lord, how I have fallen
My failures have covered my head
My iniquities are as the sand in a desert

I have failed the both of You
The soul You entrusted in me I rebuked
What have I done?
Oh, my Lord, what have I done?

Now I have learned my lesson
There is no way I can fall away again
I have straightened my path to You
I can’t be torn away

Now I beg You to undo what I have done
Your promise still is held by Your firm word
I know You have tried before to fulfill
But now I’m here, my Lord
Most anxiously awaiting that promise!

How many cries must I make?
How many times must I wish for death?
How many days must I fast to make it up to both of You?
No price is too high for the fulfillment of that promise
But I beg You to act hastily
For I don’t know how much I have left

Oh, my God, I love You more than my own soul
I cannot even fathom how great You are
How good and loving You are
Even after all I have done
That You will still keep that promise, Amen