The word YHWH (“YAH-weh”- real Hebrew pronunciation of Jehovah) means “self-existent”. Where did God come from? How was He able to exist? We are not allowed to know such things in this flesh. Only arrogance would make us think we are entitled to know. We do know He is Alpha, the first. Since He was the first, He was alone. Through wisdom, He created things so He would no longer be alone.

Of the many works we see God has wrought, nothing is more amazing than the creation of a soul. The ability to create such a thing, He would only have incredible wisdom. Wisdom beyond our ability to imagine. This wisdom could only come through righteousness, and a commitment to only doing what is right. By this commitment to righteousness, our existence was possible. Everything we are, everything we see, and everyone and everything we love was created by Him through His wisdom, which came by His righteousness.

“In the beginning, the Earth was void” is commonly known, but it wasn’t our beginning. There was a mistranslation in that line, and it should read “In the beginning, the Earth became void…” Afterall, how can the Earth be void before being created? On the sixth day, God said “Let Us make man in Our image.” Again, we already existed. We had a name- man. As Romans 8 and Jeremiah 1:5 gives clear evidence of, our creation is older than this flesh. What God was subtly saying was “This time, let Us make man in Our image.” As I have written many times, Romans 8:29-30 tells us that some from our creation were judged innocent before this life, and Romans 11:4 says that God has reserved seven thousand of them for this last generation. Those very few who were judged innocent before this life are called the election of grace in this life.

Because only very few out of the many billions of this creation were innocent before this life, God thought it was right to give this creation another chance. He could have brought judgment upon all, but that would have condemned such a great portion of our creation that He had this other idea. For our creation to achieve everlasting life, He would send a Messiah to atone for our sins that occurred before and during this life. To do so, He could never sin. He would be tormented by Satan all His life to the moment of His death to hopefully not allow Him to die. See, many Christians believe Satan had Jesus killed out of his hatred for Him, but that is far from true.

The second temptation of Christ from Satan was how He was put on top of a pillar of the Temple, and Satan told Him to call on the angels to save Him, because it was written that He had authority over the angels, even to save Him from hitting His foot upon a stone. Satan’s plan was to torture Christ so badly physically and mentally that He would call on the angels to save Him, assuring the death of this creation. Think from His point of view: He is put in this flesh among this creation, which by far most were already guilty before this life, to suffer during life and death at the hands of this creation He was here to save. Even knowing what He was entitled to, which was everything, He let the people He was here to save hit and spit in His face, and mock and humiliate Him. Even on the cross knowing He was doing a great work for them, people said “Look, He saved others, but He cannot save Himself.” He definitely could have, but He accepted all the pain and humiliation and swallowed the acceptance to die for these who made Him suffer. Satan used his children to give his best shot to have Christ call on the angels to get Him out of it, but He did not, only to give this creation a shot at everlasting life.

Either in this age or the next, to have everlasting life, one has to go through Christ. In this life, everyone, even those who do not know Him or the real God, had a law of loving the neighbor written in their hearts. Paul said in Romans 2 that those who did not have the Law, which are the laws given to Moses, had a law that that they were all judged by. Jesus said that all of the commandments, laws, and prophets hang on the laws of loving God and loving the neighbor. If one didn’t know the true God, they still had the other great law that they were held accountable for. Some souls bring their wickedness with them to this life, and some become wicked, but if they do not love their neighbor, they are condemned. If they do love their neighbor, they are justified, but await the test at the end of the next age.

What do you do to give thanks for existence? It is impossible to imagine non-existence. How do you repay Him? The biggest thing we can do, which cannot compare with His gifts to us, is making sure He does not condemn us. Live by His laws and statutes, even if we really enjoy the sin. What sacrifice of yours can compare to His or our Christ’s? If you aren’t sure what is right and wrong, seek it. Take your wants out of your quest to know or else you will not discover anything. After that, He will guide you to do what He wants you to do. No matter how tough it is, They are worthy of it. Give thanks to Them everyday. Keep in mind Jesus’ suffering and why He accepted it- it was for you. It was for me. It was for all.

May all praise be to You, our Lord God and Lord Y’shua, for Your lovingkindness is everlasting.



  1. David says:

    In the book Enoch 62:7 it says Jesus was kept hidden from the beginning, outside of the elect. Is this beginning from the first earth age or this age? If it was referring to Jesus being kept hidden in the first earth age then why would Jesus be kept hidden from all creation at that point? Is the mystery in Colossians 1:26 Jesus? Psalms 2:12 says to kiss the Son, 1st Kings 19:18 says the elect never kissed baal, I have to ask did satan come to us behind God’s back and try saying God appointed him as Christ?

    • Jesse Norman says:

      That’s the second age. Remember, the elect were not the elect in the first age. They were just people who would eventually never make the wrong choice. Jesus in this age only appeared to people who were of the elect, like Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, and Moses before He was born. Satan never claimed he was Christ. He claimed he was God, and will again.

  2. David says:

    What does it mean to worship God in spirit, in John 4:24? The bible also says to pray in spirit, how is this done? What exactly is the Holy Spirit?

    • Jesse Norman says:

      Jesus said that to tell us to worship God without human entanglements, and do so from within. Jesus also said to pray without asking for things one needs because God already knows what we need. As far as the Holy Spirit goes, I can’t tell you yet. Trust me and understand why I cannot. One day you will probably know, but it might be after all of this is over. I didn’t think any human was even allowed to know, but He still revealed it to me. It was such humbling moment knowing what He had revealed to me. I just know I’m not allowed to reveal It to anyone, at least yet. There is a reason God takes greater offense at insults towards the Holy Spirit than insults towards Himself. Again, you ask pertinent questions, knowing there is a separation between the Holy Trilogy.

  3. David says:

    I believe the end of this is having the Father revealed to you through his Son as in Luke 10:22. Up until recently I still believed God and Jesus was the same person. When I read through some of the gospel’s I had an intense part of me wanting to read it non stop and I did, at the same time I had the feeling I couldn’t get close enough to Jesus which was odd due to the fact I was constantly reading through it. I try and not pay attention to ideas but now I understand why I felt that way and since I was thinking they were one then I was in a way deny Jesus without realizing it. Revelation 5:1 This has to be God sitting on the throne being semitransparent with a book. Then Jesus steps up and takes the book from him to open it, this here clearly separates the two. In Revelation 3 it seems Jesus has the 7 Spirits of God in him or with him. In 3:6 though it says to hear what the Spirit says. If Jesus is speaking but yet were to listen to what the Spirit says it leads me to believe the Holy Spirit or the 7 Spirits of God are speaking through Jesus at this time. This also takes me to John 17 where Jesus is speaking in the 3rd person. I believe the Holy Spirit was speaking through Jesus at this time as well. Jesus may have spoken referring to himself as the Son of Man so that he wouldn’t be stoned before his time but he was alone praying at this point. John 14:18 may be another time the Holy Spirit was talking through Jesus when He says I will come to you. Is this correct? When Jesus says he only can reveal the Father is this referring to actually getting to communicate with the Father through Him or is Jesus simply stating His personality is the same as God and to read what He is like? Can someone outside of the elect see God speak through Jesus in this life? This could be why so many have the ability to gain wisdom but never quite get the Father being revealed to them. I’m taking it that once the Son reveals the Father to you then you will understand everything freely, which is a point where you are at. What exactly happened to Jesus’ flesh body when he was transfigured like Enoch?

    • Jesse Norman says:

      Jesus called Himself “Son of man” out of humility because He was in the flesh of a man. The Holy Spirit can reveal great things to people who are not the elect, especially if that person has shown dedication. Sometimes God simply wants or needs a certain person to do a particular thing. I believe God referred to Xerxes or Nebuchadnezzar as His servant that didn’t know Him, and brought him to punish Israel. I believe it was Nebuchadnezzar, king of Babylon. There are also the called who are not the elect who receive messages. Jesus’ flesh is with Him. Remember, He had His wounds when He visited the disciples.

      Like I’ve said, keep going. You don’t even want to know where I started from. You’d never come back. 🙂

  4. David says:

    Is Jesus of our creation or is he different than us? That would be of his soul. How was he able to be so strong to never sin? Also Exodus 20:5 suggest sin passing down to other generations. Does God’s anger really pass down to future generations without them even doing anything wrong or is it saying the children will follow in the footsteps and do evil as well? Lastly my question about Deuteronomy 23:2 over a child born from parents not married not allowed in Heaven. What is this exactly? Would this be for gentiles as well or for the Jews only? Surely this wouldn’t keep them out of eternity as well.

    • Jesse Norman says:

      Jesus said “I am Alpha and Omega; the first and last”. Jesus was the first entity God created, and through Jesus all were created. God said “Let Us make man in Our image”. He was speaking to Jesus. Jesus never sinned simply because He was stronger than we are, and He knew of the consequences of any sin- this creation’s destruction. God revisits sins up to the fourth generation upon those that hate Him. This is to alleviate the effects of sin. The greater this creation’s sins are the more this creation faces the consequences. Things like diseases humble men, or certainly tries to, to bring men back down to the basics of life. The effects of sin revisited me from prior generations. Lastly, the congregation of the Lord isn’t heaven, but the synagogue. Heaven is a congregation of the Lord, but so is church. God isn’t going to keep children up to the tenth generation out of heaven for what their parents did. These old Jewish congregations were very holy and sacred, so there were many laws considering these gatherings, as you know. This rule was for the Israelites only. Jesus’ sacrifice changed that. Remember the rule passed by the apostles in Acts 15:20. I hope you’re doing well. May God bless you with further wisdom.

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